some days i wake up and think to myself “what happened to cause it all to get fucked up so badly?”

today is one of those days.

that question could be answered so many ways, but i don’t know that i have any good answers to that question.

i threw away a huge part of my life and i think my justifications for doing so were lacking. hell, six months later and they’re still lacking. it’s been my experience that the farther you distance yourself from a situation the easier it becomes to see the things that were wrong with it. ironically, the farther away i’ve gotten from this situation the more apparent it has become that things weren’t wrong with it; it was pretty much perfect.

sometimes, you are your own worst enemy.

I believe that we are solely responsible for our choices, and we have to accept the consequences of every deed, word, and thought throughout our lifetime.

-Elizabeth Kubler-Ross